保持

一切恢复原本的样子
该保持距离的
我会保持
不想让你难做...

事实

想说
我放下了
对你不再思念
泪
檫干就过去了
伤
忍痛就会没事
但...事实上
泪流后,
还是会有泪痕
怎么也檫不掉
伤痛后,
始终会有伤痕
怎么也无法痊愈...

无题

泪
流了
心
痛了
希望
灭了
一切
似乎已不再重要...

Duh~

how could......
how could a person say love but not really love?
just know him not more than 30 minutes
and he say he wanna be with me?
how funny he is?!
tell him impossible
and he said he will wait?
duh~
he is the most stupid guy i ever seen!
i hate this kind of people
just take love as easy case?
they are wrong!
love not like but love
and wanna be with the person for whole life
its not a joke!
just don't take it as joke if you are not understand with it!

Disappointment

i care of you so much
more than i care of myself
but...
what's the return i get?
disappointment?
will you think of my feeling?
will you?
NEVER!
you never care of me
you just know to care of her
but not me
i am too tired of these
i can't stand of it anymore!
it's enough!

T.T

i have a dream
that never come true
you will never know
how much i love you
whatever i do
it just for you
whatever i do
you never see through
whatever i do
you never cherish it
whatever i do
for you
it just nothing

+_hope_+

what is the meaning of hope?
when is the time hope arrive?
who is the one who give me hope?
who is the one make me disappointed after giving me hope?
why must like this?
this is life?
my life?
it just so complicated...
who can give me all those answer
i am so hopeless.
i just hope i can keep myself off this kind of stuff
why must i involve in it?
its not my duty...

you

how could you?
how could you treat me like that?
do you know how sad am i?
i really so disappointed
my tears nearly come out
but i couldn't let it out
i must learn to be strong
but you are so important to me
i wish that i shall let you go but i can't...
what can i do?
let time to solve all this question?

lucky?

sometimes,
i really feel lucky that i no need to face those problems what my friends have to face
but when see their sad face
i hope that i am the one who face those problems but not them.
but sometimes,
i got to face those problems that other people don't have to face
what's my feeling?
do they know?
i think not.
when i was sad or angry,
do they think before what reason have made me sad or angry?
i know some of them they may think of that
but some of them just think that i am so weak
what problem i had face is almost people couldn't face it.
the difficulty of it,they will never know.
so,how lucky they are,
they should appreciate it.

~tired~

well.
what am i doing here?
just having fun? or?
spread out something that i couldn't spread in another place
haih~
i was so tired with it
i couldn't stand it anymore
i can just hold my expression but not to say it out
if i really wana say it out,
it may be too hurt for someone.
i just hope this will end earlier